showering always clears my head, so i think about some random things in there. today i remembered all of the things that i've wanted to be, and why they don't actually work out. here's a list:

- superhero: haven't found my power.
- princess: haven't found my prince.
- circus performer: not freaky enough.
- veterinarian: too freaked out by blood.
- astronaut: freaked out by "apollo 13."
- astronomer: no desire to do math for the rest of my life.
- teacher: too impatient.
- ballerina: not enough talent.
- singer/pop star: not enough talent.
- actress: not enough talent.
- artist: not enough talent.
- drummer: never learned how to play the drums.

let's hope this film thing works out.